An alarming amount of over-indulgence and outright colossal claustrophobia, as her mind searches for silence – searches furthermore still
 
That feeling of complete asphyxiation
Of bear-gripping survival yet losing the will – to figuratively survive whilst guided by the banks of a life-less-stressed both terrifically bothersome again
Swiping at the colours of the kaleidoscopic skyline with the weight both width of her terrified painting utensil, she begins…
To feel – all of it
 
In dedicated pieces of diamanté  design – shaped to suit her cyclically critical eye
Suited to survive