The behind the scenes stuff, no one can even start to know of or even understand it. That’s how it is with this disorder of the mind. Actually, I rather refer to it as a disorder of the brain because, well, the mind(you and your personality) are actually fighting against the imbalance which of course does lie in the brain. To get to that much needed place of aforementioned balance, that’s all a sufferer seeks, really. It’s an imbalance where no one usually has, or should have, an imbalance. Yeah, people will incur problems, mental ones, I mean. However, those problems, if not owing to a mental disorder, are ultimately fixable. With ocd? We don’t quite know yet if it is actually curable. The dIsComBobUlAtiOn is a thing of horrific horror but, yeah, also, at its most basic level of explanation, an imbalance of the brain. But it is happening precisely where your most important mental faculties are residing – right throughout the centre-point so of course your thoughts are going to be all messed up and acting disorderly. You don’t have that part of the brain working properly wherein people are able to flag a worry or fear and eventually move on. It gets stuck. Stuck on whatever obsession it might become for any one single suffer. The obsessions can be as crazy as crazy can be imagined. Then, the rest is just… all out ChaOs oF ThE BrAin, and soon it will begin to abruptly upset your mind, too. So, yeah. Your dealing with a stuck brain trying to find an answer to a false and, therefore, looped negative thought. That’s… frightfully hard to overcome, especially if you’ve had it happening to your brain since you were a child. But hey, you’re dealt the cards you’re dealt right 😃 You grab them all, SMASH ‘EM ATOP THE TABLE, and you turn the whole entire thing on its effed up head and make it make you… better than good