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It’s gonna be all in and all the time for me – and that means learning to relax and watch telly and run and keep fit and play soccer on Mondays and Fridays, etc, etc. and anything else that comes with it, just to really live as well and as clearly as I possibly can. I don’t feel a need to explain the OCD anymore, as I think I’ve done that enough times now for anyone who needs to know how it works to read on here along with my scribbles too, if they so wish 😊 I’ll never be anything other than happy to do my very best across the board and to learn to gain my own sense of emotions in the end. The OCD bites like a bitch, for sure! But, let’s be perfectly fair here too, and say that I bite back far, far harder. Minded the girls last night for Coman and Mar whilst they went to George Ezra in the city. They ended up sleeping on the couch with me as they missed their parents and I was honestly too tired to read them to sleep. I’ll always have those kids backs, whatever they might need, and Coman and Mar too, but they know that anyhow 👍 It’s Monday morning, I’m having a cup of tea at Phil’s and Aoife’s whilst minding Joey and Rocko for another week or so. Will walk them a little later on, and do some new scribbles too, and must make the apple crumble for Mom at some point. The truth is this, I’m indebted to my family most of all, but I also need to feel totally indebted to myself too for being as strong and as clear-minded as I can possibly be, even when the mental hardship is outrageously difficult to deal with ❤️