Good day today, bit… helter skelter in my head the ball, as in, I can forget I just did something or even that I just poured myself a cup of tea, such is the way it is for my brain with the OCD. Anyhow. Today. Friday. Mom and Dad in Tenerife. Hope they have a blast, really do. No doubt they will. They always do ❤️ walked Rocko a little earlier around town and home again. Lovely dog, little anxious but all good, just to keep tabs on the little fella really, is all 😊 What else? Hmm, got burgers and chips for dinner, having a can of beer now. Perhaps just the one, maybe two. Defo quieter weekend as opposed to last weekend, which turned out to be a Sunday of a lot of beer and buckfast on tap, too, at Fred Zepplin’s. Not a huge gig person, it has to be said. But good company anyhow. I guess there isn’t really much else to say except for the fact that all of the other daily things are just that, daily tasks etc., whatever, really. Letting my mind just relax as best it, and I, can do. It’s still so… hard to not expect utter catastrophe, I suppose because I have spent so damn long locked into that train of outlandishly imbalanced thought-process. I can’t explain the OCD anymore, I’ve done that to the end of its tether, truly. So, yeah, going to the cinema tomorrow evening to see Killers of the Flower Moon with Ruaidhri, maybe Coman and Phil too. We’ll see. Met Dave Mc on a walk earlier on, what a fella. So genuine and so decent, just like Phil really. Fuckin love that guy! Smashing Pumpkins in June with Dave and Phil and whoever else, maybe? If we can get the tickets. That’d be pretty cool, even if I just said I don’t really love gigs. Although, to be fair, much of that will of course be down to the anxiety too. Sometimes I really don’t know how to know what I actually think and feel about most things to be honest 😊 I met Adrian White too at lunchtime, another top notch fella, just so decent and fun-filled and seems just like a happy go lucky guy that really does care about the right things. Love bumping into these kinds of people because they aren’t as common as I might tell myself, to be perfectly honest. All good. All happy, all… me 💕