It may never, ever happen, but I wanna tell myself – my mind, my brain… heck, my damn-well everything – that I have done, well, yeah… everything to get to me with this thing. EVERYTHING! It’s heartbreaking the loss of mind a sufferer has to deal with, not to mention the loss of a life properly lived-out. However, how I have dealt with all of that on a mentally accepting level as well as the fallout of OCD on a personal level really is… awe man, I just want calm, or at best… not this unending kind of unasked-for knife-edge paralysing mental anxiety happening and in a minute-to-minute instance. With it, you are truly looking to turn a fucking HUGELY negative situation of the brain into a truly inexplicable positive for yourself, even when other people around you will only ever really not see it. And I do do exactly that, have tried at making that happen for myself, always, really ❤️