I guess… with the OCD you try and bring it down to, as I’m fairly sure I said before, a low murmur in terms of the imbalance causing you problems. And you’ll eventually get to know when it is doing just that thing. I’ve stated just how crazed a disorder this particular one is, and I’ve also worked with it to a point of almost total calmness. Not quite, but almost. Will that ever get to stay that way? I honestly cannot tell you on that score, but I can say that I will continue to work at making it happen for myself. And others, too, hopefully. It’s… extremely important to blunt it out as well as you can, and that is in fact what you’re doing. Blunting out the uproarious imbalance with inexplicably hard work and, in my instance, and utterly necessary at that given the length of time this disorder has wreaked havoc on my mind, prescribed medication. That works, thank Christ! Thank you, Mairead O’ Leary! Days don’t feel normal and never did for me, really, but they have done now and then and I know that’s the overall goal. However, instead of basking in the relief at not being totally shell-shocked and mind-distorted by the disorder, you have to train your mind and brain to just… not entertain it. That takes… well, I’m not entirely one-hundred-percent sure yet what it takes to really, really win-out with this thing. Is IT – the imbalance – mixed in with your normal thoughts? Appears to be, absamotherEFFINGlutely. But that’s okay, if it feels outrageously strange at times, and what I’ve gone through in terms of mental experience really is… it would surely scare the shit out of even Herr Hitler. I know it, my family and friends know it, and… my personality knows it too. It always, always has. Smile. Be happy. Take it like a man. Enjoy it all as well as you can. ‘Cos guess what? You did the utterly impossible in managing to get to here with this disorder. And as for the rest, whatever that ends up entailing? The world’s your oyster and it always was, buddy ❤️