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You kinda soon realise that a lot of the scribbles are holed up in… depth that you didn’t really have a clue how to go to minus a rhyming scheme. But then you kinda have to start all over again, because with all the pieces so far I’ve done.. there is a helluva lot of repetitive stuff and sentences, etc. So… I’m gonna have to go at it from a brand new angle, it seems. Again… . How? Dunno right now. Maybe don’t scribble and just observe stuff, people, etc. Maybe by actually reading books and taking in a whole new strength of vocabulary. It’s… 🤔 I dunno, a little bit perplexing and a little bit… … yeah it needs to go fairly deep, all in all, that’s just the way with the scribbles. I honestly dunno what I’m trying to create, or find, but… maybe I get there, maybe I don’t. A vision? Yeah for sure. Not any big grandiose vision – just… maybe the actual ability to visualise what I write, what I read, what others write, what they read. So far, that’s proven an utter impossibility for me and, what’s more, literally no one else seems to have the same.. as my mate Coman puts it and so bloody blunt and expressively… “blind in the mind” experience with things 😆 😬 🤷‍♂️ Maybe it’s a focus which I don’t have.. yet. One thing I do reckon upon, and that’s that whatever it takes I’m willing to go there to twist every bloody drop of poetry from it