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Of course you will eventually wanna write about things that aren’t, let’s say, instilled with the automatic rhythmic influence of OCD. That isn’t too easy either ‘cos while you’re kinda set on that mode of scribbles for now, it’s difficult to not, let’s say, fall into that way of writing time again. Maybe it can even be seen as the lazy way out for me right now. Plus, and I have to remember this bit, that with writing and words and stories really it’s only ever gonna be either a positive or negative spin. And for me none of the pieces I’ve ever written were ever truly based on a positive or a negative spin. Just workings of words and trying to tie and Tetris together(dededededededededeeeeee dedededededededeeee!!), let’s say, a style for myself going forward ‘til you’re utterly locked in. So, yeah, the scribbles will often be deep and often times… extremely hard hitting, but for me that’s just down to really wanting to, as I say, Tetris the style of scribbles together somehow. That’s how I see it anyhow. How I might always see it, although really I’ve not been able to take the time to think about any kind of new style of scribbles change or progression so, for me anyhow, I’m possibly about… eighty percent behind where I really should and might like to be in terms of my skills. It’s fun, it’s ludicrous kinds of fun, and I have no huge clue where it all comes from. Maybe.. it’s a… mind searching and searching for calm, maybe that’s what got my brain into its own corner of colossal crashing creation 🤷‍♂️ Anyhow, I sure as hell ain’t gonna try and find answers to these kinda things, let that to the brainiac philosophers, who are only ever right in their own minds anyhow.