Ok, I’m fairly worried these messages all in all sound fairly contrived. It’s not the aim, my mind is just petrified and trying to come to a conclusion with the ocd imbalance and that’s bound to come across as… deep, etc. It’s just how it is. I don’t wanna be writing notes to… who? That’s how ocd is, just how messed-up and uncalled for and frightening it really is. I’m trying like always 💪