There’s literally… nothing to explain with the ocd. I’ve done it all. Thought through every single angle surely known to humankind. Maybe… I really can’t know 🤷‍♂️ And that.. well, merely means that as a sufferer you gotta go at it precisely as you’ve been doing, however petrifying that might turn out to feel. In this instance, it pretty much probably will take superhuman mental strength – but only I can know why that is the ACTUAL case with this thing. A false and fear-filled, mind-CRUSHING sort of nonstop mental turmoil which really cannot afford to continue. But… for the sufferer to, let’s say, make it to the ‘other side’ and as far away from this particular disorder as possible, you have to… let your natural mindset come back. How, though, to come back to a place where your mind has never really been in the first place?!💪 Excited and a little BIG bit scared and CERTAINLY focused 😉