Is it ONLY me who doesn’t get to see it. Get to feel it, how I truly am, even with the OCD running amok. That’s the truth, and I have to continue to trust EVERYTHING inside of my imbalanced brain. It’s a chronic imbalance and a chronic… misfiring calculation of ill-informed information, and that is what I have to continue on working with silencing as best that I can. Not entirely possible so far, it seems, but on I continue in a confused state of awareness, you could certainly say.