One more mother-effing mountain it seems. This utterly incalculable thing, by anyone else’s normalised standards, she’s been demoralised and for no such reason other than to feel- far too many dogdamn godawful things
Which have hotwired her tired as heck mind: how she appears may not be the complete and fuller picture that we do get to know of
Trust her, please; for she has crawled through a mind-field of utterly unaccustomed and irregular mental misfiring —-
It has been.. indeed indescribable and outright beautifully(!?) agonising
ONLY(!) in a most poetic and vomit-inducing instance of
Another intrigued person’s point of perfectly askew view: Let her b-r-e-a-t-h-e and let her see, Please, that WHAT SHE HAS ACTUALLY managed to endlessly achieve is
Something outright gainful in the end and utterly individualistic for its hurtful worth…
amidst a thunderstorm of inundated tics
This is She: barenaked bones cut-to-the-corners ‘n’ all –
we’ve seen her fall and now get to witness
Her perfectly subSTANDard world make meaningfully mediocre sense of itself
Because, your guess is as good as hers… but she NEVER NOT EVER(!!!) WISHED FOR EVEN(!) AN INCH
Of putrid perfection since the beginning, when she begged to be herself again
