New Years spent at Matt’s with him and Tilda. As per usual the food was… amazing? Must get that particular recipe 🤩 What a fella, hope he’s doing okay all in all with what’s happening at home with separating from Eva. Hope she’s okay too, of course. Tilda in magic form, made me a lovely box of sweets for Xmas and drew about a million Ghost Tilda’s with blonde hair 😂 And then we looked at pictures of ‘The Deep’, or whatever the German word is for ‘thief’ ❤️ Had a fair bit to drink all in all but happy at home now with a crick in my back after sleeping most of yesterday and after a crap enough night’s sleep last night. Minding Rose the dog at Tennyson’s tomorrow for two nights, so that’ll be cool. The chemical imbalance tried so damn hard at Matt’s, is trying so damn hard right now, but if I explained the way my distorted mind went when it comes to my OCD themes you’d think it nothing but irrational and crazy. That’s undeserving as hell 🤷‍♂️ On I go, on I scribble, on I accept and try and live as mentally well as possible as I can with the OCD. I’ve got this. People really do appear to think the world of me, even when it is trying to destroy my whole mind, which is lovely, of course, but something I also wanna get to actually feel with my own emotions soon enough 😊