Something about the state of her own world wherein havoc and irreparable agony have settled themselves in to live and die by the mind ear AND EYE!
While the other peripheral people have been KEEPING themselves at a jovial distance.. simply only EVER a breaststroke Away/ do not know what to say.
Yet, she is swimming lucidly within and around them all- AS AN ALCOHOLIC ADDICTION SATURATES HER JADED TIRED TRIED AND INFESTED soul: “let it stop being so very uncontrollably misrepresentative pl(EASE!!)”
And let
Her inevitABLY see- that we’ve been praying for her, Preying against the dancing demons inside of her hOStILiSEd mind
That someHOW(!?), ANY WHICH burgeoning way… … She WILL manage to handle herself and bandAGE herself
Back together a-gain AND for one-next-unmistakable-time
Because, dearest People of peripheral prestige, she Has INFACT been trying aaaaand terrifALLy vying!!
(wit)h e(very) inch of her drug addled and AlTeReD b(rain)— to vacate this impending intended pain
Lifting her stretched worn and torn torso away… … from another umpteenth bottle of slaughter&sUiCIdE..
As she settles herSELF for 1FIRST feast-of-time Her radiant eyes
