These moments of completely compelling and none too common paralysis of mind have turned and transformed a little boy of eleven into a man of mammoth task and undeniable WIDE-AWAKE smiles. He has worked himself to the entirety of bone to simply STILL be here- has taken a mental pummelling of a most unkindly and equally unimaginable Lifetime. However… these ten-second preparatory smiles cause a mastermind of word to passionately survive ALL ANGLE of forever rumination- outright agony of a most articulate albeit equally enhanced kind, because he knew what to do to cause himself to break the b-a-r-r-i-e-r between what is irrational and REAL. This is UNDENIABLY… a change in style. Of everything. Nuanced and notably exploratory!