You need to go further than further with the ocd. You need to let it all be there, unequivocally. You need to keep you head up high and smile and be yourself one hundred percent. You need to… know that it IS ocd and that you have come far too far to let it all slip away now. Remember: you didn’t wish to have to be phenomenal for having to deal with this thing, but, as it so happens, you are. Have been, will continue to be. I never wanted and needed anything else but for that semblance of balance with this thing. You could have easily lost your personality entirely but SOMEHOW you didn’t do that. Never will 😃