You kinda have to really disappear inside of yourself while fighting the fight for… silence of mind. That’s it. That’s what you gotta do for yourself above all else with the OCD. No second guessing it, no… explaining it. Even to yourself. No time for the OCD. You take your mind and nurture it as best that that can ever do now. Yeah, what you’ve done to survive til now is an utter, utter miracle of mind, but you also wanna find that mind and for it to literally be able to breathe better than never before. People can understand or choose not to try and understand it, that’s their total business, and I have mine. And I know who I am. What I am, and why I am who I am. I’m not angry. Not really. Maybe even not one bit. We will see, I suppose. I’m… Brian and I do have OCD. I am Brian and I like to scribble. I am Brian and I do nothing but the best thing when it comes to situations. I don’t wanna be perfect, not one bit, even if, as it turns out, I am actually quite perfectly imperfect.