I think I fell in-love with its ability to make me feel relatively okay in myself – with the scribbles, I mean. I got OCD, and I know what to do, etc. etc., and that is all as much as I, or anyone, can do for myself and others too. But with the scribbles the aim is to not be afraid EVEN ONE BIT about making a mistake, as in making poor scribbles happen. Perhaps that is why there are so damn many of them in my website – that one unique poem-piece in there that has GOTTA turn up somewhere in making all of the seven-billion people-plus in the world absolutely cherish it. High hopes and that in itself is its very own carrot on a stick for me, each time I start to scribble a new piece. I dunno why but I am extremely uncomfortable to refer to it as writing. Call me a stickler, call me whatever the hell you want.