Basically, you are trying to create a ridiculous level of literary intent while also dealing with a lifelong battle with Obsessive Compulsive Disorder. What this means is that all bets are off as to the guarantee of recovery. For me, anyhow, as it’s been so very engrained in my psyche at this stage that everything is a possible trigger. My first thought- trigger. Everything. Anyhow. With the scribbles, as it turns out that is most probably the realest me right there. And with that speed and pace of mind. It may not be seen for its worth, in my eyes at least. The scribbles, that is. However, it really should be. And, honestly? It would be a strange shame in my view if it didn’t. You have been sped-up and of NO wish on your own part whatsoever with regards your thinking-process because of the level of OCD’s constant brain-barrage and rigour and endless hurried nature. So, well… you’re left with a brain (and mind of, course) that tends to think extremely fast and it is extremely aware, all the time. You work with it. Really, you literally HAVE TO. No other choice. So, with the scribbles that has worked rather well for me, I guess you might say. But it’s the pace of thought and interpretation that is rather intriguing, even for me, too. It’s… like… say… if you were to watch an episode of your favourite show on telly and to speed it up for someone else by, hmm.. maybe… 15-20 times the pace of a usual brain? Now, this isn’t a big and loud boast! Mark my words on that. You qualify for this. Again. Of no work on your own part, however, an unbelievable level of mental strength to train it all in as best you can. Most of the time, it hasn’t been all that well trained-in at all and what that means is years of scribbling on a jar of coffee a day and NO sight of the outside world inside of your brain. A big fat bastard of an explosion of emotions inside instead. Unturnoffable. So, yeah, you f*cking earned it. You HAD TO make the words work their way out 😃 My mate asked me, if a sufferer’s OCD could in fact be portrayed on their face, body, etc, how might I appear. I couldn’t choose a picture of comparison because, well, no one needs to see that 😱