You’re definitely talking about an earnest and earned ability to create something which you have to eventually convince yourself is going to be unputdownable, to someone, somewhere. No egos attached, not nothing, just a creative endeavour so fun filled and seething with rhythmic passion and flow that it suddenly takes all of you away. You’ve maybe got to get to a place wherein you love it for yourself; you create it… to simply feel what feels… honestly? Incredible. Am I at that place?! Yeah, most definitely, although now I get to go again, like it’s… the 3rd such… style-instalment(?!) amidst what appears to be almost 6’000 poetry-prose so far. It makes me giddy but it’s not something I really want to ever talk about cos it gets me flustered trying to explain it. Like I’m trying to explain said 6’000 poetry-prose. Fact is, I’ve explained it all, right there on that website and if anyone wants to read, feel free. But don’t ask me, pleeeease… what’s my style 😆 Because, as it happens… I’m my style 🤷‍♂️ and I guess I’m kinda hard to explain?!! 😆 I got loud-mouthed and, perhaps, a tad big bit confusing to keep up with ‘cos of the ocd, and now you’re simply trying to reign it all in. But yeah, that’s certainly where all of that style of word came from, so now, it kinda… makes me wonder… how?!!! Why?! “Stop writing!!” I just wish I hadn’t shared it too much. I wish no one knew because any artist has to deal with idiot remarks and even if I shudder the thought, I am pretty much an ‘artist’ if it entails living it one-million-percent. But I had to work so damn hard to make it work for myself. If anyone saw that level of focus…. 😱 One day I’ll be very proud, when silence takes over and any ocd sufferer will know precisely what I mean and will wish for themselves the exact same thing. Why mention the ocd?! Wouldn’t you mention a trumpet going off in your head at 200miles per-second and it telling you that if you do not ruminate all of the shit will hit all of the fans everywhere. Doesn’t make sense?! Nope, neither does the disorder 💓 ✌️ 💩