Perhaps the scribbles will stop for a while. A little break for my mind even if I do love doing it. But I sure don’t live to do it. I wanna watch good telly, bad telly. Smoke way, way less cigarettes and drink way more water. I wanna go for runs and enjoy it all, the stretching… the everything I feel necessary to stay fit. I wanna meditate comfortably. I wanna play TENS with Coman. Do I even wanna meet a girl? Who knows, really. Not right now anyhow. I also wanna eat a nice hearty whatever-I-like-to-eat dinner, cooked fairly well too, bake more scones, adding the usually forgotten pumpkin seeds 🤤 I wanna fill my time up wisely. I wanna meet with great friends, both planned and otherwise. I wanna stop trying to get to me because that can only be done when the OCD isn’t all over the place and asking for understanding. I can’t try and understand it. It’s an imbalance and now I go for a run 😊 Okay, well, the run became a walk with Rocko. Both Joey and Rocko walked now today 😃