They scattered their ashes pristine and clean and clear— and they did not ACTUALLY hear her undeniable sense of owing herself

The whole wideEYED world ANYMORE(!) “When she did what they chose for her to dutifully do, that’s precisely-both-PREVIOUSLY the time

For them: to STOP all of the lying-/ lined out like a bag of broken-down NeRvEs, we were”

Failing at controlling our own widely Misinterpreted EmotIonS and on utterly Poised PurPOSE(…)

There’s a silent sort of noise going on UPInside and she has altered herself to s-u-i-t its rather ReCkLeSsLy Resolute systemANDsituation

And “Why(?)” but.. because- BLOCKADES AND ALL – SHE HAD BEEN NerVoUsLy FORCED TO DO THIS OUTLANDISHLY EGO-DYSTONIC THING TO HERSELF and ever-since

The beginningofThisOCDorDEAL: “When eleven years-of-age became a death-knell TOO HARD AND HARSH to handle.”